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Friday, March 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 14:46:48 GMT

Shifting This Blog Perermanantly soon. Cause i can't do much on this blog. I'm curently constructing a blog called "ignite" on blogspot. check it out pls: www.igniteoutreach.blogspot.com. I would be cool. I only had 4 articles writen...cause i'm on exams pills...need to focusla...to say on my exams. hehe! oh well.. this blog will soon be on blogspot with a different name too!! stay tune!

Friday, March 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 14:29:41 GMT

Pla Check Out www.actsgeneration.blogspot.com

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 09:19:52 GMT

I'm Down again....arghhh and arghhhhh sometimes I feel like not helping others and not caring about other people!!! I feel like stoping my verry generous helps like helping people or something I contribute. If U dont Apreciate the thing I do pls donot ask me anything anymore.....

Juz today ...I post somothing on the chatterbox to tell about my Church Youth blog's purpose...somebody posted pics which i think it was a bit too much...don mean to offend!!! its the truth!!.

I looking at the aspects of putting decent pics and taglines not "daniel breastfeeding" kind of tagline well its juz me...I can be very scarcstic ...so my attitude is crap!!!! haiyah...plslah...theres a point there ...maybe I cant get my points rite..but hey its tha fact

people say I like this and that and this and that and this....common I'm human not Jesus, not some Top chun Guy....so yah...what a chubby Guy can do do to make things rite!!!. People can tell me straight at tha face wats my problem my mistakes bla bla bla !!! when I tell them their problems this is what comes out...people gets angry, ppl not involve also come after me, ppl juz come after me again and again...when ppl say something that is the same..wif my matters its alright but when it comes to me isssh!!!! they say its a bit too much...to offending...whylah what do I do to make this people feel disgust!!!

bla lbalblablablablabalablablalabb!!!!! may be ppl dun understand my ways ...arghhh so angry and i'm not thinking rite also...blabalabalabalabaloabalabala ...........

Like I said I willl never see my self as a front person.or hav dreams which will come true!!! bla...I tried hard I tried hard...but people juz keep comin after me ...when can I hav a break...

hammmmmm maybe blog later again juz so upset of wat people trow at me..they juz dun know wat I've gone through....!!!! in my life...ppl say dun judge book by cover but I guest its now always judge the book by the cover in this 21 century life...

Friday, September 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 11:41:43 GMT

I'm Loosing myself

A Churchgoer wrote a letter to the
editor of a
newspaper and complained that it made no sense
to
go to church every Sunday. I've gone and done it
for 30 long years now," he wrote, "and in that
time I have heard something like 3,000 sermons.
But for the life of me, I can't remember a single
one of them. So, I think I'm wasting my time and
the preachers are wasting theirs too by giving
lengthy sermons at all."
This started a real controversy in the "Letters to
the Editor" column, much to the delight of the
editor.

It went on for weeks until someone wrote this
clincher:I've been married for 30 years now. In that time
my wife has cooked some 32,000 meals. But, for
the life of me, I cannot recall the entire menu for a
single one of those meals. But I do know this...
They all nourished me and gave me the strength I
needed to do my work. If my wife had not given me
these meals, I would be physically dead today.

Likewise, if I had not gone to church for
nourishment, I would be spiritually dead today!"
When you are DOWN to nothing...God is UP to
something! Faith sees the invisible, believes the
incredible and receives the impossible! Thank God
for our physical and our spiritual nourishment!
When Satan is knocking at your door, simply say,"
"Jesus, could you get that for me?"

I'm feeling down actually very down, maybe some of U think of what's the purpose of going to church or any other christian meetings. Maybe U don't see the purpose there. I've been a christian as long I can remember and going to church and other Christian meetings has been a lifestyle for me...and every single week, I look forward to attend.

I 'am a Hotel management student, and its a requirement to go for an industrial training. I've juz started my training and I'm suddenly cut of from church and it is hard for me cause I have to work on Sundays and Saturdays. Some ppl say juz go to another church that has a service in the nite...I can tell you there is none better than you're home church to worship.

Church is important it addifies your spiritual life. It is also food for your spirit. Well its only once a week and for me pls do cherish it..cause in some countries not even a church is built cause the government wont allow it for example...Islamic countries"

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Tue, 31 May 2005 05:09:49 GMT

This verse has repeatedly came up to me this pass few weeks...Think GOD has something to tell me..The verse is Romans 12:1 it tells us about us being a living scrifice for GOD.

I've been down this few days...very upset about myself...blaming..everybody...about basically everything...not being gratefull of wat God has given to me. Always jealous about other peoples college..timetable.//// basically I need Holidays really much...juz that I have been doing this course for over a year now...."hotel management" I have been showered by killer killer exams continuously. Sometimes feel sad cause I cannot devide my time for GOD and studies and play....

When something nice is about to happen....always got exams...or finals...arrgh!..camps,conferences that I would love to go..always ended up not going cause of time factor...isss'nt college supposse to be fun where u can study wat you like and spend time with friends..well not for my college

well after I read that verse..it reminds me that God send his only beloved son to this planet to die for us on the cros. Jesus Christ..loved us so much that he shed his blood for us just to wash our sins..so that we could have eternal live with Jesus Christ.

We should also sacrifice for God...a living sacrifice that is! we should not complaint or grumble as for what he did on the cross for us....it aslso talk about commitment to God, to studies, and to parents.

Always put God first in everything you do..and the other things can come after...without God, we will fall...we will be a person without foundation ..cause God supports us eveywhere we go. Worship ministry, family ministry, youth ministry and other parts of church...serve with all your heart for God..because in this you will glorify Gods name. That includes your studies brothers and sisters in christ...always seek God when you need help...prayer is the important part. Make it as a part of our daily walk with God

in Jesus name "Amen"

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Tue, 17 May 2005 04:35:05 GMT

"To be or not to be" that is the question I would like to ask my self.........I'm so angry and upset today because of notthin......thats right......nothin....I become so sour durin class....first thing that happen is I fail my Sales and Marketing exam...which I work hard day nad nite for it.....and when I look at my frien wan....he got 20/20. And I will ask myself am I not good enough......izzit hard juz to score at lease a pass......arrgh!!!!! lord pls help me ,,,,juz dunno wat to do!....

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tue, 10 May 2005 04:56:21 GMT

The star wars is here......on 19th whooohoooooooo!!!! i' a killer star wars fan and already startin to feel the nervousness and anticipation whooohooo. kinda sad too because this is the last movie of star wars....unless George Lucas Wanna produce some more hahaha which i dont think so....my fav Weapon is the Light saber easpecially Master Mace Windu ( purple )and Master Yoda ( green ). My FAv Character is actually Yoda....also Mace Windu, obi Wan and Darth Vader ....not anikin .!!!

Planin to watch nxt week....hahaha.......The Force is wth YU hahaha

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Tue, 10 May 2005 04:54:35 GMT

Friday, April 29, 2005

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 03:11:32 GMT

Today today!///haiyah so boring have to wait fopr 4 hours to attend for another class. Waiuyah so tiredring.......so boring...thats why i'm typin here... juz finish Lan class malaysian studies ..... ( granfatyhers Stories angain!....) really...at least is better than secondary school. At least Mr Adrian Is good in his teaching> If not it will be Boring. In secondary school all of them cant teach....waiyah-+....almost fail my SPM for sejarah....always fail in school exams. Talking about failing exams...wow you would'nt emagine how teruk am I last time......i've been the back of the class since std 5 i guest.......always got bullied in class, bla bla until form five....considered the nerd of the class. Teachers dun like me wan.....

Enough of that black past of my life.....borin....wanna do somethin this week but can't seem to grab hold of anybody to join me...wanna see pacifier.....but wholah! R U all elaking frm..... takan I go see movie all alone....like wat my Dad did to me when I when to see the Tuxedo. ( still angray about it ) haha! I can write all day but tats all for now bye!

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 04:28:56 GMT

Today is a verry tiring day. so tired so tired. haahahah!!!3... dunno wat to say...juz wanna feel my time up here. Waitin for Ms Brenda to come in. Fedelio class hahahahah......Among all Rd classes this the best lah.....other so oklah... exept ...economics. The subject is fine but the the lecturer maakes it unfine.......take like Robot pause...pause....examples not relevent. she will take iin the same intonation for the whole class,,,,,,balah balah~!!!. anyeways GTG.....